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Ok so I told you I'd do this aaand I haven't done any reviews, my bad, I may be dropping that angle but who knows I just sorta need 2 remember I've got this here. So I haven't been doing much since last time, allot of sleep. However a New SM series has turned up which I'm following with great intrest. Not sure which angle everymanHYBRID is going to lean towards but its got me well intreage and confused so far. I just hope it dosn't do a Marbel Hornets on me =[

Impossible

I find it Ironic that you can get time zones matched up for peak msn times, you can haul your tired carcass outa bed just to be in time, and yet, the normal time everyone is online, theres not a dicky bird.

I is not impressed

Entry 4---- Romantic Relationships?

"I Love Him" ("Are they finally getting together?")
"Hes a dick!" "Its not you its me"
"I Love Her" "It shouldn't be this hard"
"I'm so Happy" "I want some space"

("Are they still together?") "Together forever"
"You are my everything"
("I'd be so much better for them") "Shes just so clingy"
"He never listens" "She doesn't understand"
"I want you" "He never tells me anything"




Romantic Relationships are confusing enough between the people directly involved, all the mixed feelings, misunderstandings, conflicting opinions, the petty little arguments only couples could have. Yet though it all you stay together in most instances.
But then, on top of that, a relationship doesn't just involve the two of you the way it should. Friends get involved, passing judgement on the two of you Family hover over your shoulders waiting for the worst to happen. Roumers start to appear and spread that have been born out of untruthful observation and dodgy interpretation. And on top of all that there can often be others who start trying to make a move on you or your other half.

So keeping a relationship going is a constant battle,
between your own thoughts, the two of you, and all the rest of the mess orbiting the pair of you.

So Why bother?

If all this 'mess'occurs due to a relationship why is it that so many people have them? After all does the effort you have to put in realy come through with rewards?
And at the end of the day, what do you realy gain (that you can't get from one night stands)

Well, it appears that a long lasting relationship makes people happier and I don't mean
'Oh wow a puppy'
happy I'm infering that there is a deeper happiness. A kind that comes from feling safe and protected. Much like you do as a child. Its the drive of wanting to have someone who you know will always be there for you, that you know you can trust and rely upon, no matter what the situation is. Its a primal desire that most humans abide to.

Deep down no one wants to be alone, they want that same feeling they had as children. Perfect security and practicaly meaningless worries.

Now if I may be so bold as to make a statement, the thing that holds the relationship and humans togther is LOVE!
Thats right, I said that ever so cliched word. Humans want to have Love and affection showered upon them. This can be made apparent in many diverse ways, as the human race is diverse, but often, the thing that will drive a human forward is the quest for whatever kind of love they seek.

Love is part of a deeper set of emotions that are highly evident in our society, classicaly it is seen to tie in with compassion, mercy, pitty and all the rest of that nonsence.
However first and formost
Love is Selfish.
It wants another being or many beings to latch onto, idolose and to share with. This, depending on the induvidual, is expressed in diffrent ways.

This is why romantic relationships stay together, through the hardships, misunderstandings and roumers because deep down the entity known as love is stubborn and wont let go without a fight. No matter how bad everything else around it is.

Love likes to be understood and therefor so do humand.
Find a human who your love wants to idolise and with a bit of luck their love will want to idoloise you back and Bobs your uncle, a romantic relationship is born.

Entry 3---- Human nature?

Have you ever noticed that there is always 1 crisis just around the corner?
a large sense of doom hiding under the bed?
or just a slight feeling of nausia generated from the sight of all the work you have to do for the next day?

In my observations this is ture for almost all humans. No matter how blissfuly happy they are there is always 1 problem contained in an induviduals head.

Now my hypothisis is this, humans cannot be happy without a 'problem' to get upset over.



Imagine it, you have the perfect life. unstressful job but it works you to a degree you find comfortable so that your not bored. Good friends and social life, financialy set and your perfect family status. Nothing is wrong you have all the tools to make you feel content. you are perfectly safe

Sounds nice dosn't it?

Well under circumstances like this the human will cause themselves problems for themselves.
EG A change of carreer
An affair
A gambling problem occurs
or self harm (from drink to wrists) can appear

This all apears to be due to the humans inability to not have some couse of crisis.


I myself have been effected by this phernominon, I am happy in all aspects of my life so I chose (subconciously so uncontrolably) To make problems for mysef

e.g I'm too fat, Do I realy love the people I'm closest to, is there realy any hope to achive highly?

Now although my opinions may be effected by the 'angsty' years it is a trend that I often see in adult behaviour.

They may go out of their way to make a journey more complicated, or they may force themselves to take on too much work.

This leaves me a thinkin. Is it that there is always something else to do, or is it that humans crave a problem/disaster or doubt to keep themselves running?
Is it just a fatal factor of human nature?



Any comments will be gladly recieved, my post should get a bit happyer soon but for now I've got the unicorns and rainbow puppys locked in the shed :)

cya next time :p
Nash

Entry 2 ---- maybe gerrin some work done

Ok, not a dramaticly long time since my last entry
(laffs nervously)

Anime, Anime, Anime..... oh how I do like to watch it,
reasearch it.. not so much,
However I do know the name of my Faviouite studio and that happenes to be that of the Ghibli kind :)

Fave film so far outa there has to be Nausicaa (of the valley of the wind)

now I'm not gonna do a full review of it just yet as I havent watched it reacently :)

What I will say is this,
I love the artwork and the stories that Studio Ghibli comes out with, they can make a bad day good and a rainy day seem not so dull. Its better for you than chocolate as well :P
If Your ever in a bad mood I would highly recomend grabbing a Ghibli and having a good old watch of the box

My Current top 5 goes like this

Nausicaa
Spirited away
Princess Mononoke
Howl's moving castle
and Kiki's delivey service

(You could just say I'm a fan of Hayao Miyazaki)

=D




But its all good soul foods and fun for all the Family
(unless your a grumpy guts whos 'too old for kids films' )

Personaly I don't think you can ever grow out of a good story :)


Speaking of which Toy Story 3 comes out soon (Should be fun)
Along with alot of other films, easter looks like its gonna be busy.

So Stay in the know and Know what you Knew you'd like to Know ;)

Enjoy


As for me its off to the audio delights of Daft Punk :P

Entry 1 --- ( now that sounds ombinous

Ok Letsa go!

I'm Nash and welcome to the blog
(I shall do my best to remember you are here)

Now 1st off I cannot spell well apoligies in advance
2nd, I'm easily distracted
3rd, I like my anime :p

So thats some of the basics, now technicaly this will be a 'review jornal' in association with animes I have watched, am watching.
Don't expect it to go too deep ither, it'll just be my opinions so If I'm 'wrong' don't kill me :)


HOWEVER, For now this is just an intro, (as you may have gessed)


If I've left anythig out so far, comment and al have a gander when I can :)

Just befor I go I shall leave you with this
(who is slenderman??) ;)

And now I shall take my leave :P